Written December 20, 2005

The things I want you could never give-
Rebuild me.

Give me a brain with all the answers
So that I might help anyone and everyone
And not feel the fool.

Give me a heart unbreakable
But ever loving, the blind love that feels no pain,
No guilt, no loss.

Give me the body to encompass a rich soul,
A beauty pleasing to myself,
Accompanied by the ability to love myself for who I am.

I want to know no hurt
And be unable to hurt others.

You can't give me this, no one can.
Sad truths, staring me in the face.
Reality has the last laugh.